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Joy, as he is using his 'now' to come past his current self which he dislikes. He seeks clarity in order to avoid failures. He knows he is close but still never reaches. May he needs to accept himself the way he is. May he use a process to 'draw' out whatever natural clarity he has for his daily chores. May he chose to write whenever he gets some excuse to recluse. May writing become therapeutic for him so that it dawns some clarity in him and he could reach to his innermost core of himself. May he be 'Joy'.